Star Seede * '

...The Mystic Waeve...

posted in 2006

...actually the Mystic Waeve was the higher thought spiritual energies that I as a child experienced through my spirit receiving centres from the Spirits with me since birth...
....the Mystic Waeve was the exchange translation energies between the transmission of real knowledge as perceived by the ultimate known of The Great Universal Spirits space while here...the knowledge I could understand as a child and that which was extra put as a translative mark within my aura or electrical body by Spirit to read and remember the circumstance later...and the actual living, existing and distractive energies that I as an individual child growing up in this world, made by others before I arrived, I had to manage in order to stay alive..

...and so there was a threefold direct personal interpretation that Spirit looked at and incorporated the guidance directed towards me to accomplish their Great Work here...and then I had to experience life as it was or I would not know what the real experience was due what was already here, what people could deal with, what the body could endure in normal everyday living etc and so on...

...now after 63 years of living and being married and divorced and finished raising two children and knowing hatred and love and humanitarianism and prejudice and millions of reasons and excuses...the live-in work is finished and those that helped are thanked and reminded the research of that type is over...on the Blog and the Memory Page...

...now begins a sort of a period of resttime...not complete rest but resting gradually away from the 'must research' syndrome that had to be there (mostly unconsciously) as noone would have done it as a natural occurrence otherwise...Outer Spirit made the arrangements with the people ...I know nothing about it...

...my own arrangements I only would make in accordance with my own personal inner God and my personal Spirits here with me since birth...it is not a nice place to wake up from realizing that in order to find out what is here humanly for Great Spirit ...that you had to lower your mind, spirit and electrical body down down and down until you understood what everyone was talking about and they could understand you and you could live in it and know for yourself and your spiritual work...

...that is over now and after the resttime of over a year or two (maybe more) ...the teaching and making aware those who seek the knowledge will begin to appear more and more as an organized means by Spirit just as each step along the path has appeared to guide me safely along the path until it is done at 88 years old.

May 2010

the 'resting' turned into 'waiting' in a world steeped in the criminal element as they slowly continued to commit their crimes against me..my path became stagnant and i became stuck amongst unfriendly conditions and much of my ability to go to my home and be on the right path stolen and forced away from me and disreputed by those who did who carry position and influence..i was supposed to go to my home and rest there and organize myself then try to finish the work and that time has well gone past the correct time of moving..I am stuck

Wolf Symbols........

...if you study the world at all beyond yourself ...you will learn the wolf symbol is prevalent in many presentations of mankind unto itself...and has been for millenia...

..we are mostly interested here in the *shaman aspects that we deem worthwhile to study or foster rather than the symbolic structures or display for ultimate purpose structures such as 'movie fear production' that the world has focussed on. For all the materials the world display has gathered in its time of length...it has chosen as in many aspects of life it displays...the sensational and brutal appetite habitual growth displays...It may be asking for help by showing honestly who it is and all of us from yesteryear to the present to the future are *everyone* born into the world *as *it *is there is not other choice...we are STUCK immediately for better or worse and most slide into the habit of living that has been built already out of sheer necessity of survival for 'you will' is the supreme god and the rules must be followed...

...to build a better world out of what is here already is our aim...me and spirit...(and the seekers who may join us later)

...we have been studying what is here for 63 years and (sincere) admirable 'wolf' strengths were part of what got us through the world the way it is. Wolf weaknesses are not what we want so we learned what they are and rejected them. Wolf brutalities or killing that animal's do for survival or protecting their family group are not what we are looking for we seek a peaceful world.

Animal kingdom wolf survival is for purely animals so we do not want or admire that in humans. Lone wolf is ours tho we can fit in with the social dilemma of how to 'do groups' we do not match the wolf 'pack' up with the 'human group'...too many faults and demands and such for the real human nature ...

we chose some of our strengths from the wolf nature experience we admired as read of in library books and seen in nature documenteries and we will be keeping this animal shaman symbol in our strength grouping.

we do not accept the total wolf family traits in our admiration of the family group as the wolf like several other animal 'family' groups can display overly gregarious tendencies tho there have been sightings and studies of wolf families (packs ,,,which one must be careful of) which have displayed dedicated family tasks and partnerships as well as correct companionship within the group.

...my personal shaman factor of Great Cat or Big Cat which is Black Panther and relates shamanically to my instincts has been undergoing heavy development in these years of rebuild to get back to a semblance of original qualifications as it was before the big change to walk thru the world's peopled environs.

in the kundic relationship of mine own with spirit...then...Big Black Cat the Great Panther is the kundic relationship to the instincts..

*)My personal shaman group of mine own self contains many animal and insect types..this is because I must know of many varieties of life form within the nature world and because personally I wish to be a varied person that makes sense to myself..I cannot find the same admirable shaman traits in a wolf as I can in a ladybug and so I foster both with admirable qualities within my symbolic acceptance and yet I know where their limitations and expansions do not refer healthily to my own species of human and I know there are spaces between that can only be filled by my own humanity and by my own feminine nature and structure of being.

A shaman structure creates wisdom in the relationship of man to nature thru knowledge of the animal groups upon the planet and consequently the rest of nature bound up together with them.

phrases I may say that I understand..

don't ask me to think with my heart

I cannot physically help people in trouble anymore (like if there is a body on the sidewalk to be safe you have to call the police but it may be a trick)

because helping someone physically who seemed to be having trouble is how they tricked me into a series of crimes against me like a sick game of theirs that the police had to finally take care of because they would not stop until they did. (this is a wrong society and ought to be severely punished by law)

I am not interested in discussing a cult or group or a person or discussing with anyone a theory against nature or the theory or belief that nature is evil..anyone who believes anything like that will have to keep company other than myself.

other people choosing shamanically the real creature that they admire that displays certain respectable qualities is supposed to be strictly a personal choice of an interested person and the choice is solely the responsibility of the person choosing...

most people choose only one creature and most are interested in animal choices..for reasons unexplained as yet logically...probably because there has been little explanation and not that much work and most of good character may want to avoid the confused mass world or rude groupings and also due some established groups especially hidden groups wanted to keep themselves hidden and then there are the criminal people pretending shamanism and even arguing that viciously and threatening ..I've heard several tell me off..

but really the basic shaman venture does not have to be a scary one or a bad experience or even a group meeting or activity of a wrong nature...those hopefully are avoidable and many sincere and true shamans of good character and ethics are loners and helping people in the natural fields of the world...it is much easier for a person very entwined at the time in the world for various reasons to concentrate on one shamanic animal and value certain aspects of that animal in building healthy self admiration which then can be extended to the outside world in a safe and self protective way as well as doing one's part to help furnish a protective and safe world for others by being within the law and knowing what bad people doing bad things to avoid...and hopefully we can have that kind of a world again one day instead of this horrid world of terrorism and kidnapping and torture and terrible conflicts with the crumbs...

wild animals are the ones chosen not domestic animals

and for witches (wise people craft) most animal identifying is thru domestic cat choices...(that is why the sick minded witch hater picks on the image of cat..anyone who hates cats probably is a senseless witchhater too and so on)(something about their mind)

as we temporarily leave this shaman discussion I leave a phrase or two in the air cause I am not sure if the person saying it to me is having a problem or if they are trying to give me one...

phrase one...

you did something wrong

phrase two...

i'm going to do something bad to you because you are not my religion (may be said in slightly different words)

(to be contd)