Angel &
The Parnership exposition
the parnership expoventure
the parnership expose
the parnership expoadventure
the.....and so on....
the ad read....
partners wanted
the solution was obvious ...written in words
the meaning a bit brutal fed the quest sincerely -
not for the timid - don't apply if you don't like foreign travel or you want to 'stay at home safe'...
the reader either disposed of it as something repetitive and tedious in another form or picked it up over and over again studying it for whatever reason..
the doer took action and applied..
the wise person looked the other way and hoped it wasn't true..
...truth may be a person said some religion to the novice seeker...
...truth is said Angel that I would not have to read this and worry
...truth is relative in that manner and being Angel I may not have to be sincere unto my name...
Angel worried a lot about things she couldn't fix and about the voices that kept half-waking her in the night...they said things she didn't like and they said she was a real angel..
at first she told herself it was insanity but then some of the things they told her came true so she became curious.
Well said the night voices..you told us earlier in your life the prophecies as the S.. Child..so we are just telling you them back now..if they come true you are an angel and if not then you are not. How's that?
Angel thought this was certainly part of the insanity and always tried to drop the subject.
After much time of pestering over a very long period of time the voices began to change their petty nature into a vicious and brutal scheme.
I am a devil said one. I will leave you alone if you give me what I want. Angel tried to go to sleep...the voices went away..she forgot about it til a long time in the future when they came back.
Chapter M
The Messenger Angel
if it's not there already we don't want it..he was telling her
she relayed the message to her listener
he waited a minute and gave her his connection's answer..well think it up and see if he wants just anything that can be thought up
no, she said
well he said, nodding his head slowly..I do need to let them see their capabilities and the self-exactation of that.
She shuddered at the thought of what that meant. She thought of all the dimwits and all the innocent people and a tear fell.
The new ways man would come to see himself as he had actually been and how woman would gnash herself within her mind in its knowledge.
And the Angel of Mercy was nowhere around
and so as she saw... she told me... and I saw also
and she said to me,,,and when I went looking I could not find her but another Angel was there organizing and talking to the public and I did not see his name and he did not see me.
Like a glass between where only I could see he went about his business and gradually the sight of him and the public disappeared and I was left in peace with myself knowing that I could not change who they were they only could change themselves. Each one within the whole and the whole remembering it was made up of parts.